It is deffinately the first snow of the season. Walking from Choir to Government reaveled this to me. I walked next to some window and joy shot through me. At the same time, this is a bad thing. I am not ready to give up the warmth of the sun or the sun-kissed glow to my skin. I am not ready to surrender to the blasts of wind with spears of ice in them. But most of all, I am not ready to give up the comfort of feeling at ease for the season I hate the most.
Needless to say, I have changed a lot in the past months and most certainly have matured. I am off to college at the end of this school year and my life will be getting started. Am I ready for this? In all honesty, this scares the hell out of me. In the past year I have made bad descisions and screwed up my life beyond repair, or so I thought. The one thing about a family's love is that they will love you unconditionally no matter how much you let them down. Still doesnt make it any easier though. Problems at home, I have learned, should not stop you from living, or wanting to live.
I just realized that my last update was in May. Wow. I mean I know it wasnt all that long ago, but it does feel like it. So much has happened since then. I feel like it was 10 years ago.
Lets hope the next few months give me fun times with friends, a new boyfriend, and the ability to let go.
~Jay
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